I added a 100 Things About Moi page and also a cast page... that took enough out of me for a lifetime.I also went back through most of my entries looking for errors, hopefully I corrected most of them...it all takes work, tires me out, you would think that I have some kinda of health problem.

I was thinking about how I admire those who are anorexic and bulimic. Simply because they have the willpower to starve themselves or throw up. Unfortunately that is where the admiration stops. I think it is sick that they starve themselves until they are stick thin. Me, I would only want to starve myself until I am at a decent weight. I also can't make myself throw up... sometimes I wish I could. I am split on whether or not I am happy with my weight. There are times when I look at myself and I don't like what I see, but then there are other times when I am happy about myself. I won't lie though, I know I am not 100% satisfied with myself. There are times though when I am close to being satisfied with who I am. It's at those times when I am the happiest.

-- I look at myself and see someone who is not like me but is me.

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