"Why do you always bug me?"

"Stop it! Just stop it!"

Rocking back and forth.

Hiding under the covers.

Crying.

Burning myself a bit.

All this, last night, because my depression is back. It took a hold of me and wouldn't let go of me. It still hasn't, but I'm a lot better from yesterday. Then again, I haven't had a chance to think today so... who knows?

I told my grandma about it though, so whenever I go get my physical done for college I am going to tell the doctor about that. We'll see how that goes.

smokin' / hot