September 22, 2003 + 8:38 p.m.
working or not, what's up or down...
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Maybe it's working. Maybe this medicine IS really working.

I don't know. Could that be? Or is it my mind telling me that I'm feeling a little bit better? I can't tell. I can't tell what is up and what is down. If I could tell I would be much better off than I am now. But I can't tell. So I don't know if this medicine is working.

I don't know if it's just my mind telling me otherwise.... Let's hope. Yes, let's hope that everything is going to get better from now on. I wish it with all my heart.

Confused, lost, innocent in my own mind. The only thing I have to fear is my shadow. Sweet bliss, I want that to come to me now....

smokin' / hot