I feel as though I am neglecting my friends. Neglecting them for myself. And this makes me feel bad, because it has never been my intention to neglect my friends. By all means. See, this tears me up inside. Because I don't want to neglect any of them.

I don't know. I'm torn. I don't know what to do, and in reality I don't know if I am really neglecting them or not. I don't know anything at all.

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