October 15, 2003 + 1:52 p.m.
a little calmer...
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I love too much. I've loved you too much. My biggest mistake. Loving you too much. When I know- I know things will never be, how I want them to be. Damn my feelings for you. Damn them to hell.

I'm calmer, more subdued, but I am anxiously waiting to hear from my friends. Because I'm still lost as to what to do.

Do I continue to let them into my life? Try to balance talking about myself and making sure to talk about them? Oh my mind went blank.

I'm just confused and I just want to hear from everyone...

smokin' / hot